My Dearest Bingley

I wish more than anything my true love and i would once again be reunited. I miss him so much, and my love for him has only grown stronger. I have heard gossip in the town about him having to tell me some truth? i hope it is good news. Until then, i am only left with questions.

Disapointment

I am so disapointed in the way my family has been portrayed. Time and time again we are painted out to be people we are not and i am so tired of peoples misguided judgements and opinions. My sisters are good girls, my parents are good parents, and we are good people. Sometimes i wish i lived in a wrold where things like status and prospects were not the only basis of judgement.

Wickham

I am also greatly displeased with Wickham. He calls himself a gentleman?! He is a liar and he ran off with a girl nearly half his age. I would hardly call those gentlemanly attributes.  Lizzie and i should have told the truth about Wickham when we had the chance, then again so should have darcy. I take a significant amount of blame for this dreadful situation.

Lydia

I am so disapointed! i thought my parents and i had set a better example and raised Lydia better than to think its okay to go elope with an older man. What is she thinking!? Our family's reputation is down the drain, not to mention the hurt he will cause her, if he has already not. I am dissapointed and shocked by her ignorance.

Darcy's Letter

After reading Darcys letter to my sister i am undecided how i feel  him. I still feel animosity for the way he treated my sister and spoke of my family the first time around, but i do feel he has made an excellent effort to repent himself. I must say, it is quite delightful to see him open his eyes to his arrogance and begin to get over his self pride. I do not know how my sister will react, but i guess we will just have to wait and see.

Silly Sisters

I know they are still young, and lack some sense, but i am sometimes appalled by the naivety of my sisters.   They have decided to go to Meryton to see the incoming soldiers, the worst part is that they want to rush off and get married to one! Like a traveling solider is the most suitable match. Ha! I sometimes wish they could be more selective like Lizzie. I never had to worry about her this way.

Intrusive Mothers

I have grown so very tired of my mothers displeasure with my marital situation. She thinks she wishes for the marriage of Mr. Bingley and i? I wish it! If i were to have it my way it would have been done long ago. I don't understand that if she sees my sadness and obvious discontent, why she still chooses to voice her unwanted opinions. I need her compassion at a time like this, not her snide comments.

My Return Home

As much as i enjoyed my stay in Rosings ever so sincerely, i am so happy to have finally arrived home. As hard as it has been to begin to get over my dear Bingley, i find solace in soending time with my family surrounded by those who love me, rather than wallowing within my own sorrow. Off to go walk in the Garden with mother and the Girls! Im feeling rather lovely.

Why is the character of my sister always being questioned?

Why can't a woman marry for love? be outspoken? speak intelligently? be strong? have pride? i am growing tired of the animosity she is getting from every direction. She is her own person, with her own capable mind. If that poses such a predicament to all how chose to pay so much attention to the chronicles of my family, perhaps they should turn the microscope upon themselves, and shed light on wether or not they make decisions  for themselves as my sister does. Are all of you truly happy?

The Arrogance Of Mr. Darcy

It never ceases to amaze me the way some deem themselves fit to ruin a person's perfect happiness. I have been nothing but pleasant and polite to Mr. Darcy, yet he made my dearest Bingley leave me in heartache and despair. I can't help but feel resentment and curiosity to the motives of this man. He is becoming more and more of an example of unhealthy pride everyday.

The Proposal

I wish that hereafter, my dear sister elizabeth shall receive no more animosity, nor resentment for her decision to decline the request of Mr. Collins regarding her hand in marriage. One's decision on such a matter should be kept personal and should be the business of no other party not primarily involved. The hearsay is unnecessary and unwanted. It takes immense strength to bear on with an unsteady future, and i support my sister in her quest for love.

The Loathful London

I never knew i could feel such sadness and discontent towards a place. London has taken my Bingley away from me and i miss him dearly. Netherfeild is not the same without him, all i am left with is my thoughts. I sulk in despair until the day my true love comes back to me